What could be more complicated , then living ur life with regret

walalala…i cant sleepp..waaaa.darn.

have a great chat with ienone just now..miss her so much.bt then one of my chat frnd was asking sumthing dat really makes me..sad?shock?terasa hati?..humm..mix of emotion..i dont know how to answer him..so i blur2..do i need to answer dat? since me myself also dont have the answer for myself…hurgh.ayo2 aper aku merepek neh hahahah..watever it is..i feel a lil bit stress…not a bit…a lots..hahahaha.Im not perfect at all..not perfect at all..sometimes its very stressfull when we are too concern on what ppls says n tots.Im tired of that..theres a lots of things more inside my head..my family probs n ect… so STOP!!!!!!!  U dont know me at all…u dont know how beautiful am i inside out..errrr….hahahhahahaha.watever la.Ya Allah..pls guide n help me to be stronger…

ok ok…change topic*wink*

i bought a book and a very beautiful butterfly calaender at MPH during lunch time..i was bored n stress..so lepak2 n jalan2 sorang2.rudy ask me out for lunch..urgh..dat orang tua tak faham bahasa ker..i dont wantla…make me feel more kusut..guys are jerks…ops…hahhaha

I bought "Lift me Up" by Ron Kaufman ..its a inspiring quotes and uplifting notes to keep u going strong :)) since i really need it now hahaha.But there’s one book really attracts me..but tak beli pun..dont have enought cash..:p almost rm5o..adus.. the title "Its not how good u are, its how good u want to be" by Paul Arden.Adus tergugat iman ku nak beli buku neh…ut need to think about this month budget..since so many wedding to attend..presents…christmas lagi..Bali lagi..darn.. How i wish my father is a millionare *wink*   hmmm..but i guess..money cant buy love,happiness..loyalness..n ect.so better bersyukur with what we have *wink*

ok la…will update latter pertainning to the books ya..but WAIT!! Gosh..i just realize that i have few of Stephen King and Anne Rules books which i bought but tak baca2 lagi…OMG!!! hahahaha.i guess i need to start one of it now..before the rats reads it..hahahha

"If u always judge people, u have no time to love them"