Archive for December, 2007

04
Dec

comel where are ya :((

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comel where are ya..she have been missing for almost 3 days..where can she be? she follow that stupid male cat..since now is musim mengawan..this is her 1st time experience as an adult…I have pusing the whole taman perumahan..asking around..but it seems no one saw her..ader juga black cat..but bila dekat n called up comel’s name..they dont response and their tail pun panjang…waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:((
my mum dah sedih giler…everynight comel sleep with her…we are so woried…comel pls come back.My mum suggested to tampal fliers "cat missing" n award of RM50 to anyone who found her..hmm..my mum really love her so much..me tooooooooo

she is such an angle..brilliant…aaaaaaaaaaa…..we have her since day one…i cant accept it..if anything happen to her…waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:(( no pls God…pls help her..show her the way back to our house..who ever have kidnapped her…i wish they have some mercy to return it back…i want her back….comeeeeeellllll…arghhhhhhh

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02
Dec

myin’s wedd

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congrates myin…the wedd was ok..but myin was so gorgeous with wedd dress n this is the 2nd time i saw her hubbyy..so cute :)) ops…hehehhe02122007023

me again late…doing the ugly painting till forgot the time..02122007 then kelam kabut la..

hajar looks so cantik today.with the Bandung kebaya her aunts bought from medan..huhuhuuhu..so ayu seh :) 02122007002 Then meet up with Zai and Sharon at Esso..darn Im late…sorry pals..:D huhuuhu.eventhough dah lambat..but still sempat nak lepak2 lagi :)) hahaha.

02122007004 i bought my favourite snack..nyum…nyum..gemukla…hahahha:p

02122007010 The road to puchong was hell Jamed..darn..i hate jam..luckly Haja gilakan lagu Timbaland..so layan la samer2..ehem..my voice of coz better hokey :P hahahaha. Then reach the kondominium 02122007011 .walaweh..so cantik.But the mother in law didnt allowed us to enter the house since she said its Chiniese traditions..if we enter, it will bring bad luck for the Bride..wohooo :( So kami melantak dulu la…nyum nyum nyum. Lots ppl turn up..miss them so much..most of them still working in HSBC..i wonder why..ahaks :P anyways the wedd lunch was great..n Myin looks so happy..02122007020

oh ya..Bie at last …sudah lama menghilang ..at last datang with her baby..so cute gila….dina aishah..so so so cute.she looks more to her father la..mata bulat with dimple..muahhhhh muahhh02122007021

01
Dec

dearest…..

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Dearest,

When was the last time you cried yourself to sleep? Not that I long for you to be emotionally distressed, enough for you to shed tears… Remember, you used to tell me, “Such a beautiful release it is to strum one’s emotional strings; to bathe naked one’s soul with the swelling eyes.”

Yes, it truly is human nature. Mama’s babe cries hard upon his first choking gasp of air—and I guess, it pays, sometimes to be mummy’s teary eyed grown-up. It brings back a sense of a new beginning—much like a re-birth.

But it’s hard isn’t it?

In this contemporary time when many are in physical, emotional, spiritual, social and even internal pain, and many thus find a sense of comfort in sobbing, shouldn’t I be thankful that I haven’t had found reason to cry?

As I grow older, I feel more fortified from the “sea of emotions” that I once attributed to life. Innocence lost leads to numbing out, I guess. It’s no pretty picture, but right now it is what I see.

I feel like singing now:

Hush little baby don’t you cry, mama’s go’nna buy you a Mocking Bird.

And if that Mocking Bird don’t mock, mama’s go’nna buy you a diamond ring.

Matter more than ideas has concerned me a lot lately. Not that I am focusing my energies into making myself rich. No sir! But, I hadn’t had the luxury of time to breathe-in figments. I miss doing this.

I remember myself cry every time I finish writing something which truly reflects my ideas– but not lately. No time even to write. How come, when I have owed much from this art, why have I deliberately allowed myself to find a block… a valid reason not to attempt writing.

The obsession of material concerns have taken control over subliminal forms of compulsion: crying, writing, deep-breathing, praying… keeping attuned with self. I truly miss my self.

Perhaps, it’s not just me. Maybe even you, my dearest, had you had time to cry whilst someone goes to buy you something so you could just hush… Be a child. Pretend that your diamonds do not glitter. Cry your heart out

01
Dec

my bestfriend is a gay ???umphh..hahah..anyways love ya pal

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30112007004 last night me n my best budddyy since 13yrs old..jalan2 around KL ..but only dalam kereta sajer..shares stories n jokes..it have been almost 1 year tak jumpa..missing each other so much…then go StandardChart to settled bills…darn…no parking…watta heck all this ppl doing in Msj Jamek during night time…hahahha :))…so amin need to jaga kereta n i need to jalan 500 meter away …warghhhh..creeeppppyyyy men..dah la im wearing high heeelllssss..OMG!! So as usual..if i got butterfly in my stomach..i will just pretend so sombong one…hahahha…as if im a DIVA on the road hahha..alhamdulillah fuh..selamat pergi n balik.Then i scold si amin la..why la u, my best buddy over then 10 years..but bukan nak tolong g bayar!!! then he replied with so selenger " U are stronger then me " hahahahah…so gay la u.now i know why i never have any feelings towards u..hahahahah

Last night there’s sum lights show rehersal 30112007007 in Dataran Merdeka…it was so gorgeous..i pusing2 at the same road over n over again..till amin finally screammm…"OMG help me…i have a very sakai friend tak pernah tgk lampu " hahahha..sekali aku ketuk him with my key lock..haaa.padan muka ko :)) hahaha.

But seriously…i seldomly merewang during night time in KL..eventhough its my hometown…hahahah..but wahhh….i really love lights show n firework..

A day before ..hahah..ive done sumthing that are very te-membazir :))..i purposely bought christmas decoration just to get the plastic bag…it was full with butterfly..luckly the cashier was not so cute guy…so i was like smile2 kambing sajer…n said "errr…can i have one extra plastic bags" then he smiled and reply "boleh..u suka butterfly ke ?" ..i was…malu giler,..but selamber la kan..if shy2 i wont get the plastic bag kan "yup..aaa..suker sangat" then he gaves me 4 plastic bag…wargghhhh so baik..then i smiled sampai telinga la :)) hhahaha..tetiba plak rasa dat small guy cute kan :)) hahahha..tak koser mak :P

cantik tak the plastic bag ?or…i just so butterfly maniac ??? *toink* :P wateverla…as long as im happy rite..hahaha301120071

oh ya..my mum sungguh baik hati dat day..maybe because i merajuk with her for almost 1 week..hahhaha..tu la..marah me with no reason lagik…i think she knows me better kot…when im mad or sad..i will always keep quiete…then plug in my mp3 and read books..hahaha..i guess my silentness killing her :)) huhuh

She went to KLCC sales…(not so sale la..u knowla KLCC..mahal cam siut jer).since i love butterfly so much ..she bought me ******* sloogy (gurls u should know la kan),with butterfly kat belakang…wah so sexy ..hahahah..nak pakai pun sayang seh..buat frame ble tak :)) hahahha..luv ya !26112007003